Posted
April 28, 2006, 6:24PM
by
jkrause
Amazingly tragic story. Thank you for bringing this unfortunate (and unnecessary) to light. As Michelle said, I invite others to *do their part*
- Rescue and adopt an animal from a local animal shelter
- Spay and neuter!
- Write your legistlators
I had to think long and hard about posting a comment about this subject as it requires baring my soul more than I am really comfortable with, but feel if it helps, I must.
As I stated in my Bio,when I was a little boy I spent many of my summers working in Bay City, Michigan for my Great Uncle who was a vet there. Please understand that this was over 50 years ago and while many things in our treatment of animals have changed, sadly, some things have not.
At the time, Bay City was a small town(and may still be..I haven't been back there since that time). My Great Uncle was a very kind man, with a great compassion for animals of all kinds, who survived the Great Depression and supported his family by trading food for the table for veterinary help with the local farm animals, as well as dogs, cats, etc. He would help a mare give birth to it's foal for a couple of chickens,or perhaps a basket of vegetables in lieu of cash...a commodity which was in short supply at the time.
My duties included being up before dawn every day to clean out the kennels and feed the dogs and cats he had taken in as strays or were victims of accidents that were left on his door. My first experience with surgery was walking out the front door to find an Irish Setter laying on the stoop, dying, with an arrow stuck in him.) You can imagine the panic I felt at six or seven years old as I ran upstairs to wake up my "Uncle".
He hurried down and we carried the poor dog to his crude operating room and I was told to shove my hand into the wound and stop the bleeding, hold clamps, gauze,etc. The whole time I was scared to death for the dog and trying to control myself.
I am happy to say that this dog survived and a home was found for him after he recovered, with a lot of help from the two of us. It was one of the proudest moments of my life. My Uncle found homes for many of the animals he took in, all of them as far as I knew, and several summers went by, one the same as the last.
Over all of them there was one rule that I was told to obey more than any other, that being to NEVER open the door to the small room in the back of the kennel. I did this despite my curiousity,which of course, all young boys have. And every once in a while, for no reason I could understand, my Uncle would tell me not to come into the kennnel that day to do my "work".
I would notice that for a day or two after, he was a different person...moody and depressed...and wishing to be left alone.
Finally a fateful day came which to this day I wish hadn't. My curiousity, you see had finally gotten the best of me, and I broke the RULE. I went into the kennel that I had seen my Uncle go into and he wasn't there. I heard a noise coming from the room in the back and opened the door....only to watch the final moments of the scene taking place there.
My Uncle was on the edge of tears as the last dog died in a steel cylinder with a glass window in it..a chamber like the one mentioned in this story. I saw the look on the dogs face as it was trying to suck air into its' lungs and then watched it fall.
I was too stunned to react, and too young to fully understand why he was doing this horrible thing, but my relationship with him was never the same and, within a few years he passed away.
Years later I talked to my mother about this and she told me the whole truth...that despite all his efforts and his giant heart, he just couldn't find homes for all the dogs and cats he took in and couldn't afford to feed them and simply had no room in his small kennel and therefore, no choice.
He hid this from me to save me from the horror of this deed that he had to perform, despite the fact that he didn't want to take the lives of the animals he loved. To those who would judge him too harshly, these were the days long before Best Friends, support groups, no
Posted
April 28, 2006, 6:24PM
by
jkrause
Amazingly tragic story. Thank you for bringing this unfortunate (and unnecessary) to light. As Michelle said, I invite others to *do their part*
- Rescue and adopt an animal from a local animal shelter
- Spay and neuter!
- Write your legistlators